Did this person ever loved me?

This story of mine took place before I ever read any of your letters or advice.
I’m a bisexual and this story of mine took place when I was still in grade 6. One of my classmates told me we had a new student, so I went up and said hi to her. I wasn’t interested at first, but then whenever we had class (since she was sitting in front and I was at the back) she always looked at me to take a glimpse, then when I meet her eyes, she’d quickly looked away. The first impression I had was “Does she like me?” Then I challenge myself that I would show her the clumsiest and stupidest (by acting dumb) attitude to see if she will STILL like me.

So then it started, my feelings for her grew. She was my first love. I was full of air at first, but then I started to shrink back into insecurity because within the year, she became the most famous girl at school. Though, even with the ‘stinky attitude show’ I put on, she was still there with me, well not totally as friends because we never do what friends do. We tease each other a lot, we always create distraction in class to tell everyone that the other one is goofing off or whatever, etc. and make the whole classroom laugh. Though, even if I acted like some kind of jerk (like I would say “Can someone hug me?” when we are forming a line outside. She will be willing to offer fast, but then I’d reject it… Though I couldn’t help it, I was asking for it because I want her to hug me, so I hug her in class… Then she slapped my butt, then I hated it so I slapped hers too), sometimes I show my sweet side, like example she’s a neat-freak so she gets mad at everyone when the room gets dirty, but then I offer to help, etc.

When I found out she was leaving, I felt sadness swelling up. To make a long story short, I fell deeply in love with her. She was all I could think about for the past 3 years, 11 months of continuous crying, etc.

Anyway, to get back at the topic, when she left though… she always visited us in grade 7. I would be happy to see her, but then when I look at her all I could say was “I’m sorry…” and nothing else. Maybe because it was for being a jerk? I don’t know really… Before she left, I gave her a bracelet and I was happy to see she was always wearing it. Also, she told me she has a new cell phone, so I asked for her number. We always texted each other, sometimes four hours straight. Sometimes she would call me, and when I ask “What’s up?” she’d say, “Oh.. Nothing…”

One day, during one of her visits, we were at the library. She went under her mom’s desk (which is the librarian) and sent me a message “Silly Apol Jucs (Apple Juice) u s2pid, dnt u knw dat I luv u” then ran outside. (By the way, she called me apple juice cause I told her in the phone that the teacher was asking for our name when I mentioned “Apple Juice” because I thought he was asking for our favorite drink…My name in her cell phone is also “Apol Jucs”) I thought it was just my father so I said to someone I was talking to “It’s my just dad…” then she went out laughing. I saw it just later. Went out then headed straight to the gate, where my father was. She was walking right behind me after that. Then I turned around with all courage, but she ran away when I turned around. Back to the library.

Now, after that I went into another country, so it started… My 11 months of tears. I craved for her every bit of second in the whole 3 years. Once, I called her. She was happy to hear my voice, but then her father took over the phone and said, “She’s not here!” Silence then I said ok and put down the phone. I never called again cause her dad might scold her or something.

After 3 years, I called again, she was the one who picked it up. She asked who it is, then I’d say “It’s me *My name* ” then she put down the phone. I kept calling her again and again until she actually talked with me. I asked “Why are you putting it down?” She’d say, “There’s something wrong with the line” (liar!)

So, I asked, “What do you think of me?”

She said, “Not more than a friend.. *pause* Or less…”

Then I asked (Finally, with the courage!) “What’s the text you sent me that ‘Silly Apol Jucs u s2pid, dnt u knw I luv u..’ ?” She paused for a bit then said, “Um… That was for somebody else…” (I don’t know about this one, so do you think so?)

So I made friends with her. Then I added her up in Friendster (It’s a community site.) I made her testimonials, she accepted it, but when in the 3rd testimony I mentioned “Apol Jucs” (Mind you, I just said “Drinking Apol Jucs” so it doesn’t even add or relate to anything) she erased all my testimonial. That made me mad and told her, “MAN, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!? I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS!! YOU LIAR!!” in the mail.

She mailed back, “YOU THINK I’M AFTER YOU!?” (Which was totally opposite cause I was the one that kept telling her that would you be my friend and if you don’t like it it’s fine.) And also mailed another full of letters “You’re the liar! You’re the liar!”

And that ends the communication. Never again did she mail back to me no matter what I do. No matter if I say I’m sorry a thousand times. I will always be part of her ‘ignore’ list of people.

Now why did I tell this story? Because of a couple of questions:
1.) Do you think she really ever did love me?
2.) Why is she ignoring me?